“True heart pain. Feeling like you are on the table in open heart surgery with no anesthesia. This is where you learn where your true peace and healing comes from- In the Vine with Him!” – Theresa Croft
I can honestly & unequivocally say that it has ONLY been through the greatest pain in my life that I’ve received my greatest healing.
Times when I was doubly bent-over & nose-down so far into the fibers in my carpet that I thought I’d just disappear. Right. There.
Pain of epic proportions & thoughts racing through my mind on some crazy carousel. So much so that I questioned my sanity. I understand that kind.
And I know what the answer is & Who is able to truly help ~
Cry out to Jesus.
That’s what I am in the midst of right this very moment.
In another hellish repetitive season.
That I have faced over & over. And over.
And feeling that hell for someone I love more than words can do any justice.
I am so weary.
And almost numb at times – which may even be grace to me.
But I have not & will not give up hope. No.
You will not see me doing that.
As God as my witness.
Much love y’all & more embracing of the pain –
Do not run from it. Face it instead, head-on with God in you, beside you & at your back,