Even if I turn back & I just might temporarily at some point – I realized this morning that I had turned a corner.
Being single has been really fun at times & has its perks, as I’ve mentioned before. I can do what I want, when I want -without answering to anyone. Well anyone but Otis, my dachshund.
But it can also suck & gets really lonely, as I’ve said before. I really am so happy for those of us singles who have got this being-alone-thing licked – I’m just not there yet. It has been 2 1/2 years. It is what it is – I will get there, maybe. We all have weaknesses. I encourage you, please don’t judge someone because theirs is different from yours. A bonus nuggett of wisdom. 😉
Having this big ol’ house to myself this weekend, I had the music cranked up while I got ready for work. No one to disturb = my singing in the shower loudly & dancing around. And I was actually thinking about how I had no plans tonight & was a teeny bit excited about coming home, having a cold beer & some dinner, doing some laundry & watching a movie – while I give myself a pedicure. I even caught myself smiling (I love it when that happens). Normally I would be feeling sorry for myself if I didn’t have plans, unless I was really beat from the week & didn’t care.
But nope – not today. Hence my revelation – I turned a corner. A sweet little victory on Friday morning. And I’ll take it. ~ xoxo
Much love, little victories & corners to y’all too,